Tuesday, June 15
Yesterday was cool. Went for the concert and stuff. Asked Natalie like crazy bout bensee. haha. She told me and in the end I'd rather not know. Heart-brokened. But she's rather sociable. We talked like long time friends. She told me if I wanted to wait for bensee, go ahead. She said time was the most important in this kind of things. But I dont think I have so much of a chance. Probably about 10%? Maybe less. But Sherlyn.. That toot.. haha. Invited Cheuk then all the thoughts start comin out.. She was sniffling in there and I thought she was crying. Scary. And in the middle of the concert picked a fight with Joshua. We didnt talk since. Geez. Got really upset after that. he made a remark and I retorted. Oh well.
Was in a foul mood today. First I was still thinking about that incident with Joshua. Then I had to cancel ljs with Sherlyn to go shopping with my dad. Then in the end I didnt get any jacket. Alson invited me for badminton next week with his friends. Joshua, Jon, Cynthia and another girl. I was supposed to team with Joshua against Alson and Cynthia. I asked if I could ask along A friend. ONE FRIEND. he said no. Bloody hell. he got so many friends le I only want to ask one and he says no. I dont really feel like going. I dont know anyone there cept for Joshua and Alson. And since that arguement I dont feel like talking to Joshua. And who wants to talk to the guy who practically worships Isabelle. Puh-lease. I'd wanted to ask Sarah. But now, forget it.
When we got home dad told us to go to his room as he needed to talk to us. I was going, what's your problem. We were in store for 3 pep talks. One because we wake up real late in the hols, the next one was because I didnt have the responsibilty to come back early and the next one was because we spent too much time watching tv. Man. Why cant I have parents like Sherlyn. They just let her do her own things. We got stuck with a curfew of 9:30. Sucks.
Saw Ms Ng Siew Cheng from F.M.P.S at Suntec though. haha. She recognized me. Amazing, since it was 3 years since she taught me. She recognized me but failed to remember Gab. Sian. Feel like chilling with friends tomorrow since I have nothing else to do cept homework. They make me nauseous.
Oh yes.. Worse of all, Natalie told me Mark has a girlfriend outside! Aghhh!!
Was in a foul mood today. First I was still thinking about that incident with Joshua. Then I had to cancel ljs with Sherlyn to go shopping with my dad. Then in the end I didnt get any jacket. Alson invited me for badminton next week with his friends. Joshua, Jon, Cynthia and another girl. I was supposed to team with Joshua against Alson and Cynthia. I asked if I could ask along A friend. ONE FRIEND. he said no. Bloody hell. he got so many friends le I only want to ask one and he says no. I dont really feel like going. I dont know anyone there cept for Joshua and Alson. And since that arguement I dont feel like talking to Joshua. And who wants to talk to the guy who practically worships Isabelle. Puh-lease. I'd wanted to ask Sarah. But now, forget it.
When we got home dad told us to go to his room as he needed to talk to us. I was going, what's your problem. We were in store for 3 pep talks. One because we wake up real late in the hols, the next one was because I didnt have the responsibilty to come back early and the next one was because we spent too much time watching tv. Man. Why cant I have parents like Sherlyn. They just let her do her own things. We got stuck with a curfew of 9:30. Sucks.
Saw Ms Ng Siew Cheng from F.M.P.S at Suntec though. haha. She recognized me. Amazing, since it was 3 years since she taught me. She recognized me but failed to remember Gab. Sian. Feel like chilling with friends tomorrow since I have nothing else to do cept homework. They make me nauseous.
Oh yes.. Worse of all, Natalie told me Mark has a girlfriend outside! Aghhh!!
michi ]|[ 16:17